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Location:

Federal Way,WA,USA

Member Since:

Jan 08, 2008

Gender:

Female

Goal Type:

Marathon Finish

Running Accomplishments:

7 5Ks : PR 23:21 (2011)

5 10Ks: PR 47:17 (2011)

9 Half Marathons: PR 1:44:19 (2010)

2 Marathons: PR 3:55:08 (2010)

Short-Term Running Goals:

STAY HEALTHY, CROSS TRAIN, STRENGTH TRAIN!  Operation no more ITB pain, ankle tendonitis, or stress fractures. 

2012 Racing Calendar:

March - Lincoln City Half Marathon 

May - Portland Rock n Roll Half Marathon

June - Seattle Rock n Roll Marathon

Long-Term Running Goals:

Run a 5k in less than 23 minutes 

Run a 10k in less than 47 minutes

Run a half marathon in less than 1:44

FINISH another marathon (without wanting to die this time); beat 3:55:08, and someday BQ!

Personal:

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2012 Swimming Lifetime Miles: 6.25
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2012 Cycling Lifetime Miles: 39.00
2012 Crosstraining Lifetime Miles: 11.20
Race: Portland Marathon (26.2 Miles) 03:55:08, Place overall: 488, Place in age division: 121
Total Distance
26.60

Short version:

It was WET.  Wet wet wet.  Not sure it could have been much wetter.  And it was painful.  Very very painful.  But I beat my goal of sub-4 hours with a 3:55:08! Yippee!

Long version:

First off, let me say how incredibly thankful I am about 2010 and its year of great races.  Although I was plagued with a string of mini-injuries (no doubt remnants of the original huge injury), none-sidelined me and I had a great year of races, complete with a a 5K, a 10K, 3 half marathons, Hood to Coast, and now a full marathon.  Not only this, but shockingly enough, I PRed in the 5K, 10K, half and full marathon this year.  Which is saying a lot after coming off of 6+ months of immobilization/walking cast/rest.  Just so everyone knows I’m very thankful before I begin my normal complaining tirades. J  I was also incredibly inspired by this marathon and all it entailed!  The anthem and the walk to the starting line with all those people was just magical, and I shed a tear or two in happiness that I was able to participate.  Seeing Anya at mile 7 was such an uplifter (her family was late so we didn’t get to run the first part of the marathon together as planned, and I felt SO happy when I saw her in the distance and the whole half mile or so it took to catch up to her), and seeing all of the people in the hand-crank division – so inspiring!  

Second, I am very very happy with my time.  None of the negative thoughts below have anything to do with my time, just with the effort that was required to get this time.  Although McMillan says I can do a 3:40 (yeah right), I think the best I could have hoped for today was a 3:50, and at times a sub-4 seemed very questionable (aka miles 18-26.2 but especially 18-23).  So I am extremely pleased with a 3:55. 

Now on to the good stuff.  It rained.  It poured.  It was beyond wet.  I supposed I should just be thankful to make out with rain instead of the heat the St. Georgers got.  Because the air temp was fairly warm (62 or so), it was difficult to know what to wear.  Before the marathon I was shivering majorly in my garbage bag, tank top, and shorts, especially when the wind was whipping rain right in my face.  But I was warm/hot most of the race.  This is in despite of the fact that my clothes were DRENCHED, and my body temperature was probably pretty low considering after I finished I started shivering uncontrollably even with a space blanket and extra clothes.  I would say it drizzled for about 4.8% of the time, POURED for about 5% of the time, and straight up RAINED for 90% of the time.  Oh yeah, and I remember it was dry for 1 minute (the .2%!).  Of course OF COURSE it stopped raining about 30 minutes after I finished and it was dry with even some blue sky the rest of the day. 

Next, this was hard.  So painful and I just wanted to crawl in a hole and never come out.  I felt great the first half of the marathon.  And maybe I went too hard in some of those miles – but the splits really aren’t that different from my 23-miler a few weeks ago.  So that is confusing.  But I started to feel it at halfway, and I knew I was in trouble.  Miles 13-17 were just okay (no longer great), and I knew the feeling forming in my legs so early was a really terrible sign of what was to come.  Then mile 17 came – the HUGE LONG hill up to St. John’s bridge.  I had to talk to myself the whole way to convince myself not to walk.  I didn’t, which made me happy, and even passed a few even though I was going like a 12 minute mile.  But by the time I made it to the top of the hill I felt done.  Thinking I had 9 miles left to go made me feel really really discouraged.  And then the death march began.

Miles 18-23 were the worst.  This was an extremely dark time in my life!  I stopped caring about sub-4 about here, which was good because I watched my times get progressively slower and slower.  But I didn’t care.  The desire to walk and just stop the pain was so incredibly powerful.  And at this point the finish seemed impossibly far away.  I also took anything they would hand me in hopes of improving my condition.  I took Ultima at every station except the first, water as well at some, gummi bears 3 times, part of 1 of their Liquid Gold gel cups (gross), and the 4 Gus I brought.  Great aid stations, my only complaint was there wasn’t one right after the huge hill, when I desperately needed one.

I saw 3+ people being taken away by ambulances in this part of the marathon.  I finally succumbed to walking for 1 minute or so coming up a tiny hill approaching the 23-mile marker.  Running again was so hard, but I didn’t let myself stop again (even to actually get the water down instead of all over my face at the water stations) because I knew I wouldn’t start running again.  At this point finishing felt more doable, and I just kept saying to myself, “I can do this for 30 more minutes,” “I can do this for 20 more minutes”, “I can do this for 10 more minutes”, and even “I can do this for 5 more minutes” (this 5 minutes seemed to last an eternity).  Even here, as I slowed more and more, I didn’t get passed that much, so that at least made me feel like everyone else was suffering too (misery loves company!).  I was very surprised people weren’t flying by me here.  I didn’t have anything else to give at the end though, so I did get passed a lot in the last .2 or so, which was sad because I love to sprint in. J

Then I finished!  And I immediately felt HORRIBLE.  My legs felt shaky, like I might fall over, so incredibly tight, and I didn’t know what to do.  I wanted to lie down on the grass and stay there forever, but I knew laying down was a terrible idea.  I have seriously never felt so terrible these next 30 minutes or so.  I ate a bagel, part of a muscle milk (just can’t stand those), and 2 mini almond joys.  The food spread was great though, too bad I didn’t feel up to enjoying it.  Inside the chute was well-organized but outside of the finish chute was horrible.  I couldn’t find Justin and I didn’t have a phone and I just felt so terrible and lost and shivering and I was pretty much crying by the time he found me.  We waited around for Anya to come in and then decided to go home instead of brunch as planned.  All I wanted was a hot shower.  After about a 30 minute shower and a good meal, I felt 1,000 times better. I am sore, but not as bad as I would think.  It will probably come tomorrow.  Walking up stairs is difficult.

So why was this race so hard for me?  Yes, I knew running a marathon would be horribly hard and painful.  I was just really prepared for it to start at 20 or even 23, since I had done a 23 mile long run pretty successfully.  I have a bunch of theories but honestly don’t know:

  1. The rain.  I don’t really know why.  Perhaps because my shoes weighed 3 times more than normal?  Or because my body temperature was probably pretty low?  Thank goodness for Body Glide, I think I saved some major chafing issues, as my clothes were literally stuck to me they were so wet.
  2. I ran my 23 mile training run too fast and I wasn’t recovered from it?
  3. Taking some time off in the past 2 weeks because of the ankle tendonitis was a bad idea?
  4. Running my last long run 4 weeks out instead of 3 weeks out did affect me?
  5. I need to figure out how to monitor my pace better.  The garmin fluctuates SO much in the 'Pace' category (one second it will say 9 and the next 8) and although I've added and love 'Average Pace', in such a long run this doesn't fluctuate much.  Maybe I need alerts or something to make sure I don't go too fast too early. 
  6. My running isn’t consistent enough.  I get hurt too often and take days off because I’m a hypochondriac.  I need to work on strengthening my left leg over the winter so this isn’t an issue in 2011 and I can train more consistently.

Justin unfortunately has it recorded on a video when, after finishing, I say, “I am never going to do a marathon again!”  However, that BQ time obviously still looms above me as something I’d like to tackle.  I do not want to run another marathon where I feel like this, however.  I suppose it is inevitable, but the pain was just too great.  However, I do think I am capable of this time in a marathon with much less (not none!) pain.  So I’m not sure I should write off the marathon just from this, though I certainly seem to love the pain of a half much more than the pain of a full.  Last lessons learned include that I should eat, hydrate, and sleep like I did this week, all the time.  I am looking forward to taking a break from running, and especially from taking a break from my runs being dicated by a calendar.

Finally, thank you to everyone who supports me and makes this happen!  Justin, for being the best support crew ever and making me a killer mix (despite ipod difficulties and possibly breaking it from being too wet).  My aunt and uncle, who came and cheered too.  Anya for training with me and kicking butt today!  Way to finish your first marathon!  And Lisa - you were here in spirit!  Next year!  And my parents (and possibly allie, rattletrap, my friend Laura, etc.) who tracked me online and are so supportive.  It made me smile when I crossed the halfway in 1:53 imagining my parents seeing that online.  Then it kind of made me feel bad everytime I crossed another mat after that  they were watching and I kept getting slower and slower.  :-)

(The Garmin shows I ran 26.6 so the splits don't really line up.)

TT: 3:55:08   AP: 8:50 (for 26.6) / 8:59 (for 26.2)

Splits: 9:05, 9:01, 8:53, 8:15, 8:22, 8:33, 8:26, 8:36, 8:30, 8:26, 8:38, 8:39, 8:26, 8:41, 8:38, 8:51, 9:29 (the hill, and now the downward spiral begins), 8:48, 9:02, 9:12, 9:29, 9:09, 9:14, 9:59 (walked a minute), 8:58, 9:25

10K: 54:23    Half: 1:53:42   2nd Half: 2:01:26 (ouch!)


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Comments
From rAtTLeTrAp on Sun, Oct 10, 2010 at 23:53:52 from 72.102.133.90

You did an awesome job today! I was checking for updates for you and Preston all the way through our church service this morning. I was so happy for you when I saw you did a sub 4!

Reading your report has me reliving my first marathon(Portland 2005) My goal was also sub 4. I struggled on St. John's hill and almost quit several times in the last 6 miles. The weather was on my side and still, the crowd support was the only thing that kept me going. Running it in pouring rain would have broke me for sure.

Congratulations on a great race! You are awesome!

From Anya on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 01:48:14 from 71.236.193.6

That is awesome how you put the short and long version-very smart! IT was a pleasure to train for this race with you and so great to be there together!! Thanks for all your support!! You are always so inspiring and I also cried reading your thanks to the ones who support you! You truely are a great runner and so improved! I am glad you had a great yr of races and I hope many more!!

One question, how do you ad a picture to your entry? I love the one you put of us! How neat!

From Barb on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 07:04:11 from 81.85.252.242

Congratulations Nicole! Way to get that sub 4!!!!....despite the rain.

From Snoqualmie on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 12:02:12 from 24.18.192.33

You did really well, Nicole! I have run Portland three times, and it is very easy to go out too fast, especially after the first little hill around mile 2-3. It gets your blood going and you feel like a million bucks. I ran one Portland marathon in rain (a terrible race for me) and I have run one Portland in blazing fast time for 18 miles, followed by the 8 mile death march. Embarrassingly that is my PR. So I feel a lot of empathy for what you experienced. As jealous as I am of your finish time, I can understand those questions going through your head. They are good questions and I'm sure you will find answers. But you should be very proud of this race in very tough conditions! Of course you don't have to run any more marathons, but if you choose to do another, I hope you get great weather and have a blast in both training and on race day! Hugs and congratulations!!!!!

From Rachael Winters on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 13:35:40 from 12.172.41.13

Nicole! Congratulations!! You did so awesome and are such an inspiration to me and so many others... Sounds like you've had a very successful year! ALL PR's! You did amazing. You fly higher than an eagle. You're everything I wish I could be.

From Little Bad Legs on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 16:42:38 from 67.170.153.203

I can't even begin to list all the things I COMPLETELY agree with in your post. I think the majority of people experience the same wave of emotions throughout the race (I know I do, anyway). The death march at the end is a gut check for sure. That tiny hill at mile 23 was BRUTAL. It completely took me by surprise how hard it was despite being just a blip on the map. Lastly, I felt the exact same way at the finish--horribly cold, wanting to sit down, shaking uncontrollably, etc. After 2 trips (yep, they 'treated' me once, sent me on my way, then re-admitted me) to the med tent, I finally felt okay enough to make my way to my car.

Above it all, you finished and ran a PR, right? That's fantastic, especially given the conditions! Way to hit your goal time with 5 minutes to spare. Great job!

From Circles and Squares on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 17:25:27 from 24.19.182.70

Amazing job Nicole-- well done and to do it so fast despite the weather. I hope youre feeling well today and recover fast, I cant imagine spending 4 hours running in cold rain. You rock! You worked really hard too-- I'm not suprised at all that you PR'd in everything. You really put in the time and the effort its only fair that you see the reward:) I'm so proud and excited for you, I agree with others you are an inspiration!

From allie on Mon, Oct 11, 2010 at 19:46:57 from 174.23.232.22

wow, what an awesome report! thanks for sharing your experience. it was fun tracking your progress throughout the race. congrats on the sub-4! that is great.

From Burt on Tue, Oct 12, 2010 at 00:13:10 from 68.225.214.248

Nicole! I'm so proud of you! And you were so scared, but of what? Nothing! Because you rule! My favorite part of the report was, "This was an extremely dark time in my life!" LOL!

From shaner on Tue, Oct 12, 2010 at 11:26:54 from 67.208.101.131

Nice job Sunday. The rain was relentless, which made for an unneeded psychological effect and yes, heavy shoes; but you pushed through and didn't quit, that's all that matters. Enjoy it!

From auntieem on Wed, Oct 13, 2010 at 16:15:26 from 98.247.176.184

Great report, and congratulations on your race! I especially like how you persevered through the "extremely dark time of your life" and kept RUNNING! The rain does sound incredibly nasty; I know a bunch of people who ran Portland this year, and it doesn't sound good. Best wishes for your recovery!

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